hime complains!

lotsa stuff happened lately. first, i got accepted into the free programme i wanted to go. but i got into a massive accident 3 days before leaving for KL.

this gave me goosebumps. brr. >.<

i wanted to go study... at least i would able to achieve some thing or rather. even though its just a programme... at least... i get a job via contract!

the injury i got from the accident were mere scratches here and there and big bumps and bruises. compared to the "injury" my bike has taken.... i should be considered dead or broken a limb or two by now.

everyone that saw the condition of my bike says the rider should be injured badly. but they were shocked to see me alive, well and broken limb-free... LOL!

bike shop uncle: wahhh i see ur bike... i think u KO ade lo! then i think, no blood on road... should be break leg break hand! (this is direct translation of hokkien....)

me: yes lo.. my bike damn rosak teruk....

bike shop uncle: YES LA! see the front rim become number 8 liao, see the picture with the car u hit also so chialat( meaning damn teruk_ =_=) i thought u really hurt bad! then now see u ok only! u lucky lo! damn HENG! (means lucky)

me: ya.... i am...

=_= was thinking sometimes i should just "go" there. =_= really negative of me, i know. haha!

i had a nightmare. that i am going to KL by bus and the bus flipped and overturned coz of an exploded tire! T_T i really was scared, coz i see myself all covered in blood and without a hand! T_T

seriously eerie and freaky.

now i am stuck here in boring bm. playing games to pass time and days and weeks and months....

without a proper job nor a goal for my future. i guess i gonna be a boring desperate housewife after all.

*thinking wat to do.*

NOOOOOO!!! i protest this sentance! T_T coz i really wanna be somebody my mother can be proud of......................................................

*still thinking wat to do.*

2mrw, ops 2day! 16th dec... is my mom's 46th birthday. so i gonna take her out for dinner.. hopefully.

with neither money nor money............ (money is damn important for this occasion!). =_= think i gotta ask for help.

so. who's gonna help me?

hime is angry!

i damn fucking hate my bf's brother. fucker likes to complain shyt. and he likes to comment alot on how people should live in so called "his" house.

fuck u man, i never once touched ur fucking food, or eggs, or drinks or anything! cibai u still got the nerve to complain like as though this is ur house when u fully know its ur father's!

the damn asshole asked me to clean up his house coz its so messy. why is it messy? LET ME TELL YOU!

the cd racks are always messy, coz u are the one who watches DVDs and VCDs and not put them in order or nicely! u just chuck it on top of the freakin TV!

the toys are always scattered due to ur KIDS! they are the ones who don't learn to pick up after playin! call urself a good dad? YOU BEAT UR KIDS LIKE AS THOUGH THEY ARE PUNCH BAGS ASSHOLE! i hear them cry ALL THE TIME! and its fuckin annoying that YOU ARE YELLING SHYT TOO! ~d!$&*()@#*curses* i should record the way u whack them and send them to the welfare department. see how u would be punished u damn SICKO!

the WHOLE sofa is OCCUPIED by ur new JEANS in stacks that you wanna sell in pasar pagi or pasar malam!

clean ur house? CLEAN YOUR HOUSE? YOU THINK WAT!

CHAO MAHAI CHAO LANCIAO CHAO CIBAI!

i am ur WIFE ar? FUCKER! i am nOT even RELATED to u! fuck YOU!

complain much? GO SUCK UR OWN COCK!

damn you asshole freako. i hate you.