hmm...

its like i still have this sadness in me for my rabbit...

now i got a new rabbit, and its a gift from my best friend madeleine...



i was so shocked when she gave me the rabbit as a present from her and her bf...



how am i suppose to handle a new rabbit this time again?

i am so afraid to get attached to this rabbit..



and as the saying goes, an animal can feel ur fear, and can feel ur feelings as well.. they are very sensitive...



and so,the new rabbit keeps on avoiding being touched/held by me.
[ok, mayb its my fault for it to react like that]

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i see alot of things
happening around me
i see alot of people
yearning to be free

i see what they go through
a road i used to take
but now i stand afar
and see it all partake

i am afraid
to loose another friend
i hope they'd understand
it is not the end

the tears that they cry

will one day be dry....

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its funny how i actually carry the wounds on my arms. i sometimes feel tat i am pretty stupid to do so.