truthfully...

give me a break.

i wanna escape and disappear from this face of the earth. i so wish to run away and hide myself in the deep darkest hole and stay there until i feel better of myself again.

its very very annoying having to own up to everything people wants you to do. and yeah i am suffering from depression and pressure everyone is giving me.

at work, i get it from my supervisor, my boss and colleauges.

at home, i get it from my bf and my mom...

everyone expects me to fulfill their wishes, meet up to their expectations and be somebody in life..
what if i am only just a nobdody?

i cant please everybody!

i can see my boss is getting tired of me... they are just keeping me there coz they lack of staff... i guess... i am having two responsibilities in my workl place.. and honestly, i feel no one appreciates me.

my life.. is nothing but a mess.