no matter how i write of u...

i still will love u...
although the love is not as deep as before, although it has actually gone sour a little... i couldn't let you go completely.

I know, i whine alot and make u go crazy..
but hey, this is me.. and if u cant accept me as how i am now.. u got to be ready to accept i might leave you alone anytime soon.

coz i will not and cannot tolerate someone like my ex at all. i never liked someone to control my doings, i dont like someone to tell me what i SHOULD be interested in, i hated and loathed the idea of dressing up to your ideals.

if i wanna wear a yukata out to someplace, just be happy i wont invite u together with me.

coz i know you never liked me in japanese costumes.

but what can i do bout that huh?

i'll just be patient.

hopefully you will understand my otaku-ness and everything! coz i really love those stuffs! i know its weird in your eyes and will (probably) make u feel ashamed...

but how come my mom is not ashamed of me? i wore the top part of the yukata (*yah, the one with the dangling sleeves) to a facial and my mom didn't protest a word!

i wore the same yukata to my grandmother's house and all the aunty and uncles praised me when they found out that i MADE that yukata (top)...


i wonder what is making u loath at the fact i love these stuff?

i seriously don't get it.