just another day, another worry

there is endless things for me to worry about. i worry bout my weight, my body size, my love life, my money, my this my that...

gosh, lucky my white hair production is slow, or else i'd have a head full of white hair!!!!

i cant stop worrying... and if that is not a terrible crime already, i have more worries!
recently lao gong is being very active, socially. he found the joys of using fb as communication tool... and recently have connections with some school mates..... which kinda worries me... coz he is talking bout meeting them someday already..

=_= why cant i actually be from co-ed school. then it will get to him like it gets to me righttttt... ok i being totally self-absorbent here. haha!

is this jealousy? yeah.. i think it is... the changes in his manner of speech worries me.. it seems that his heart is shifting... ugh..

if there is a break up, i would like to be the one calling it off. i hate being dumped. if theres any dumping, i want it from me. lol. i am that bad.

sigh.... what am i to do? i cant hide the jealousy feeling from him coz he ade feelin it~~~ shyt.


help!!!