i dunno wat title to put.

seriously. i have lost touch with my creative ideas on what to type in a blog. sometimes i feel like closing this blog down and opening another one.

but there are plenty of memories here. i mean in this blog.
I jot down probably 60% of the happenings in my life here.
somehow, i dont sound so addicted to blog anymore right? haha!
but truly, some of my deepest darkest secrets and revealed here.


just that, some of them aren't posted up for anyone to view it. its still in "draft" mode...

i know it sounds ridiculous, i have a friend telling me to go get a diary to jot down secret stuffs and stash em some where...

I HAVE THEM. and most of them sounded so childish that i myself, is laughing at the content.

but those are true feelings from me, at that time. i was angry, depressed, happy, confused!!!
it was the memories i value. since the tonsil operation, i've forgotten half my childhood, had to remember it by people reminding me (like telling me stories and stuff) refreshing... refreshing my damn memory.

why cant i have the damn amnesia AFTER i've ditched the asshole huh?! at least i can forget his STUPID voice, SHARP tounge and ANNOYING FACE!!! *punches wall*


i can see that i complain most of the time in this blog.
i dont think i will stop complaining. EVER.


see, this whole post kinda feels like i am complaining anyway.....