the RANDOM word vomit.

Lalalala... i'm getting fatter day by day, despite me knowing this, i still eat like i dont care.
i somehow feel that it has to do with my shattered ego, someone broke it into pieces.
i really dont know why i am so annoyed yet thrilled...

I feel lazy everyday. feels like i am having some kind of sickness every other day. I cough,sneeze, have fever, but i know the sickness i am talking bout or feeling bout is not the normal virus infections...

its more... terrifying than that.

i;ve gone through much, kinda tired of it all, but still somehow couldnt satisfy my hunger and needs.

i've lost something, but i dont know what it is~ still searching for the answer...
I've gained something, but i dont know how to appreciate it... its so stupid of me...

I'm confused but i am clear of what i am supposed to do... so i do it...
I'm angry with the fact that people has to stop my path.. but i'd break the wall
I'm avoiding a bloody battle when i know i can win the war... and i did...
I'm convinced that someone out the cant stand the mere sight of me. I undestand.. so look away.